COULD'VE HAD Lyrics

Mummy's rushing out now

She's making hella calls

I'm kind of cynical

I'm thinking that she's praying on miracle

I my see brothers and I see them in their feelings too

I see my sister and she called me in the living room

It's kind of crazy how I found out he wasn't living in the living room

It's kind of crazy how you were born alone

It's crazy how you loved your life alone

Croydon Hospital he died alone

We just finished eating brokerly pieces

We just finishing eating big turkey pieces

We just finished having Christmas in silence

Cos we just finished saying goodbye to daddy

Daddy died on Christmas day

Think of all the times that we should've of had

Think of all the times that we would've of had

Think of all the times that we could've of had

Think of all the times that we should've of had

Think of all the times that we would've of had

Think of all the times that we could've of had

So many questions

So asks

So many takes

So many lessons

Could be a curse

Can't see the blessing

The Lord Jesus Christ do you accept him?

And if your die do you know that you will be in heaven pretty much our last conversation

Conversations around me I can't hear what they're saying

Father let your will be done

Trusting in you, faith through his son

He's, through walking through the valley of the shadow of death

Fearing no evil

Seeing no evil

I'm feeling numb

I'm feeling see through

Grief is like a thief in the night

Ain't sleeping at night

Ain't resting in peace

RIP everytime I throwback a picture

TBT all the memories

BRB Man this cut me deep

It's deep

Think of all the times that we should've of had

Think of all the times that we would've of had

Think of all the times that we could've of had

Think of all the times that we should've of had

Think of all the times that we would've of had

Think of all the times that we could've of had

O what a day

O what a shame

O what a silent night

To sleep sleep in heavenly peace

He sleeps sleeps in heavenly peace

With heavenly hair

And heavenly skin

Like Dad where you been?

I haven't seen you for a minute glad to see you again

I spent most of my 20s with no father figure

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Every time I see a father figure

Now I gotta

Think of all the times that we should've of had

Think of all the times that we would've of had

Think of all the times that we could've of had