Off White Lyrics

Yea

I been thru the dark before

You could die or suicide I had all of them thoughts before

It wasn't my plan to be the one you dump your problems on

Feel like I'm on punishment it's right back to the drawing board

Who the fuck I'm calling on

O is really dead damn I wish I would have saw him more

All my women friends get men then we can't talk no more

I turned to religion asking Him like what is all this for

I ain't get no answer so damn it I ain't gon call no more

Knowing I'm a call Him later

Hood taught me the art of war

Wish it was the art of paper

22 my rookie year

I should of been a hall of famer

Better late than never came up

Point me to the elevator

Pop been in the hospital twice this month it's the 11th

Mom still hitting work and then church to give it to the reverend

I pray she get the blessings

I've been taking all losses

They they say call them lessons

Neither one pay the bills

So I been in my car stressing

But I'm still determined huh

Passion feel it burning huh

I earned everything I got and still feel I ain't earned enough

To tell the truth I hate it

Got friends that's Grammy nominated

I can't make a playlist

My girl and my daughter my biggest fans though

I'd give them a handful of all I had was a handful

Going hard as an anvil

Do it all except stand still

Till I'm tossed in a landfill

Calling up man's I hit cancel before the damn

"Yo, you good?"

Not at all

Writing til I'm nodding off

Walking out another meeting cause a dollar not involved

Tryina find a way but they just want me on some rapper shit

Playing with these words that's a set up for a scrabble flip

Yea

But giving yall my life, it takes a different type of craftsmanship

No matter how bad it get I make sure that it's accurate

I capture it just as it is

Shit I lived is hazardous

I've only written half of it

The power of the pen

I've seen flowers on my friends

Seen betrayal hit my nigga like it's Wilder to the chin

And I know

We're supposed to hit some bumps along this road

I just hope that it don't change where I can go

Even if I'm headed there alone

It gets dark and ugly and I'm cold

Fuck whatever info you've been told

One thing I won't ever do is fold

(Ooo, Don Michael made this?)