How I'm Feelin Lyrics

Darkness all around me and this pain won't let me be

Been strugglin' for life to find some love around the streets

And they say everybody ain't as loyal as they supposed to be

Stab me in my back and watch me bleed, look what you've done to me

How I'm feelin' is betrayed, you was supposed to be the one

Who by my side like everyday, you was supposed to hold my hand

Hold it tighter when it rain, I said fuck them other bitches

Now it's fuck you and yo name

But baby I forgive you, only cause I miss you

So please just come and talk to me and know I'm not against you

All these bitches want me for my name, I'm feelin' pain too

So please just open up and don't be scared to let it rain too

I put you on the pedestal and fuck you on the balcony

I been out the way, not in they face, I hope you proud of me

Remember they was speakin' on my name, you never doubted me

But ever since you left, I never had nobody vouch for me

They say you don't really know what you had lost until it's gone

And if I ever fuckin' question you, forgive me I was wrong

Love will get you hurt, but when you trust it gets you killed

And if I ever said I love you, then just know that it was real

I just hope the next one doesn't play me like my last bitch

I hate bein' toxic, but I got you on my track list

Fuckin' you so good, you got me sweatin' more than practice

I know you like the luxury of livin' like a bad bitch

All about yo paper, it's a must, you gotta have it

The way you suck the dick and eat it up makes you a savage

Ride or die bitch, cause if them niggas come, she blastin

We get up in the room, she cut the lights and skip to action

Stayin' to myself cause this shit easier than gettin' played

I know we ain't perfect, we all humans and we make mistakes

Every day is somethin' new, can never catch a fuckin' break

Drop the safe deep in the water like my fuckin' heart away

Don't nobody understand me, I would just be wastin' time

You ain't even open up your heart, so I ain't open mine

All these bitches comin' and they goin', they just passin' by

But when it's time to cover up my heart, they say I'm outta line

I don't give a fuck about no bitches or no lame shit

Gave away my heart too many times, I had to face it

If you was in my shoes, I know that you would do the same shit

But they don't even know about how I'm feelin', they just say shit

I feel like nobody ever understand how I'm feelin

Or where I'm comin' from

Everybody so quick to talk

And just…argue

I'll let y'all win

I'm focused on myself

And my peace

That's just how I'm feelin