Fear Lyrics

Healing is a process

I find it so uncomfortable to digest

So

I'm moving in three

Different people like every week

Now that I sit and think of it

We

Don't even go question the truth in the speech

Doing the ting that we do in the speed

Yeah quick succession

Knowing the fact is that we not accountable

So we just mount each other for a session

Catching a sweat committing adultery

Knowing for sure we not an item

So when we sex, it is to make it all easy

To blame the other inviting

Me and my body I look at the moon

Hoping that we don't assume

Any position beyond the sheets

I promise that Rome is ruined

Remember the day that we met

We did never consider that soon

Soon as a term is relative, even a year is enough to confuse

You

Fear got me in a chokehold, I'm fighting for my soul

Trying to leave this lonely road

Fear got me in a chokehold, I'm fighting for my soul

Trying to leave this lonely road

So I'm back up in it and you know

I been living on the low

Moving like I am a beast with it

And I act like I don't know the Lord, uh

Reading my Bible heh,

Has really been distant

The boy would take a second just to pray

But I wouldn't go change the instance

Going in sin, then find the synonym

Synthesising all the hurt

But at the moment, we offer each other

To things, we figured didn't ever work

Getting addicted to the scent of ya skin

I never thought it would be me

Looking disfigured I look in a mirror

And I wonder if I'm really weak

My father had told me

Many times in the past

Heh

Don't be like the king

David of Israel with the ting

God'll pass over you if you swing

That other way, leading away

From him and all of his love

Don't ever fight with him

Or play the victim, every Good gift from above

I struggle with every desire I hope to

Hand over to the glove

I'm thinking about everything I have done

The guilt got me in a clutch

Dawn to dusk, I'm giving it up

Making a plan in time

To maybe consider that I am mocker

And so, bring the beer and the wine

Or maybe I disappear from the light

I'm really just thinking bout it I ain't fine

Complicating it every time

I never just figured that I would be lying

Fear got me in a chokehold, I'm fighting for my soul

Trying to leave this lonely road

Fear got me in a chokehold, I'm fighting for my soul

Trying to leave this lonely

The cost of my life will need a difference

Responsibility is a concept from divine perspective

But mine, has been to push blame onto things that don't ever count but just waste time

And so lemme tell you a secret

If it's been birthed and can now crawl, I promised Billie Jean I wouldn't tell you all

Or even just breathe of this pain at all

So I'm breaking down

To help you digest, welcome to the eagles nest

In this the closet ensures that what you're in and are dressed

Helps you locate humility once you're addressed

And so in this process it's only befitting to guess

That if the baby really is mine

I'll just say yes