Raincloud Lyrics

My skin isn't soft like the people I love

It is rough it is blemished like me

My hair does not fall like the waves in the ocean

It's messy and damaged unclean

And god I try hard to fit any place

Put a smile on my face but I can't change

And I'm tired

I'm just tired

I try to be just like everyone else

No one will love you if you can't love yourself

Is that true

Do you hate me too

When I'm floating like a rain cloud

And I can't hear what you say

Hold me near let the world disappear

I'm so close yet I'm so far away

Before the storm even started

I knew it would be this way

I fought for so long against everything wrong

But I'm the reason that I'm not okay

Feel all the shadows and darkness creep in

That's when I know it's about to begin

Never gave me a chance

No I never could win

I will forever mourn

What could have been

My body's not made in the most perfect shape

I just feel clumsy and cold

My heart is not strong I just pull it along

Dragging all of this weight gets so old

And god its all wrong I just don't have the strength

To do this all again even for one more day

I am tired

Im just tired

I need to get better I need to find help

But no body loves me 'cause I hate myself

And it's true

What else is there to do

When I'm floating like a rain cloud

And I can't hear what you say

Hold me near let the world disappear

I'm so close yet I'm so far away

Before the storm even started

I knew it would be this way

I fought for so long against everything wrong

But I'm the reason that I'm not okay

Feel all the shadows and darkness creep in

That's when I know it's about to begin

Never gave me a chance

No I never could win

I will forever mourn

What could have been