Often Ponder Lyrics

I often ponder when the sun gooes down

If I falsely analyze this life I think's so awesome

But it's hardly started I have yet to reach my full grown blossom

It's kind of crazy cause I'm often off and on all in my feelings

I wanted to feel it to get some inspo but now that I got some

I'm way too deep I ain't use caution

Use my sadness as an option

Use my sadness as a muse for music only for your amusement

I hope that you gon use it

As a means to keep this crazy thing that we call life pushing and keep it moving but

Who gon take care of my mental

I know that people there for me

I hope this dont offend you

I take your heart if you love me and hold it oh so gentle

This a forever thing for me dont do too well with rentals

I need someone to vent to

Voices they go crescendo

Say boy you not creciendo

Sueños van con el viento

I'm so so scared of this failure but that's something I wont tell you

I'm more scared of losing myself in the wealth it's so familiar

To these rappers like nowadays

Man I'm back to my sad ways

Man I'm back in my bedroom

Can't go back to them bad days

Feel the anx man it's halfway

Doing things that I can't say

Just to feel better but my mind and my heart stuck in a bad place

So I'm back to my sad ways

Now I'm back in my bedroom

Man I'm back to them bad days

Feel the anx and it's full thrust

Cant even lie bruh I can't front

I take back what I once said

That I could overcome this but

I'll be good by the sunset

Who gon take care of my mental

Who gon take care of my mental

Who gon take

Who gon take

Who gon take care of my

Mental