LOOKING BACK AT LIFE THROUGH THE REAR-VIEW MIRROR ft. Aaron Klein Lyrics

I just wanted to

Remember those times

Regretfully blind

Full out of my mind

Heart filled crimes

At the drop of a dime

If shit went down, you were by my side

I'll never lie

Our foundations were fried

Everyday on that couch we cried

Our sins they slide

My shirt will dry

Silent car rides, these moments break pride

All of these moments

I'll never mention

Sick with intention

Swallow your thoughts, freedom comes with your pension

Break Heavens vows, Karma teaches the lesson

High signs by the brethren

Boy, where your head been?

Low warnings from the Reverend

Shattered cycles might get you to Heaven

Put down your Devil or bleed for no man

All of these thoughts I wanted to mention

Push a little too far, my morals start bending

No form of self expression

Push out a little, her heart starts mending

Put down the crutches

My knees hit the sideline

Draw a little heart

Put our names inside

Forever be mine

Things I should of said

Our love on a lifeline

But I let it just die

Fear blinds the truth of our insides

One drop it's time to run, duck, and hide

We never ask why

We let it just cripple us

Watching the world from the wayside, let us face sides

Spill my heart out

Get a free ride

Waited too long, missed calls, suppress, get high

Angels by my sides, watching me just cry

Wondering why I just got my feelings denied

Throw the peace sign

Too busy following another

Too blind to see you were following me to

Stumbled and it got you confused

Didn't know that you wanted me to

Being dragged by my wrist you had my ankles

I thought she was my reason, in exchange for my halo

Always the ones with the Holiest names who sin the worst

All the drama and the trauma is for the beginners

You fed me these lies

It was my dinner

This feeling I'm holding onto is dead

Everything was all just in my head

All the lies you've fed

All of it making my bed

Feelings left unread

Plans filled with dread

Every sentence left unsaid

I keep falling in love

A fabrication

Takes me months

The realization

You aren't truly who I thought you were

Just a mirage

Miscommunication

My heart

The denomination

The pictures in my head, just a portrait

Showing me exactly what you want me to see

You aren't even who you claim to be

Staring at the bottom, picking fruits from my tree

Becoming famished thinking you will be free

Playing my emotions

Making me lost at sea

Got me thinking about my life

I'm sorry that I asked you twice

Opened all the doors in my head

Let out all my ghosts and fled

A couple of tears that I shed

I have more strength then I did back then

Void in my chest still zen

The waves pull you in

Make you strong

Make you great

Feelings that I cannot place, can't replace

Letting go of so much hate

Breathing slow and feeling great

Heaviness I cannot take

So much left to go

Pull myself up out of this hole

So much time left to grow

I have to learn to forgive

Learn to forget

Anything to get rid of this knot in my chest

Learn to be blessed

Filled with this stress

I have to take a step back and let myself breathe

I have never known all the things I could have seen

Acute amounts of time left to learn

End goals, I'll always yearn

Take your time, I'll still be there

Being pushed and pulled apart

I'm letting go of my heart

Been too far, It's just the start

Of figuring out

A new art

Being pushed and pulled apart

I'm letting go of my heart

Been too far, It's just the start

Of figuring out

A new art