FREEFALLING Lyrics

I remember losing days of sleep crying

Tryna figure out my way of life

I wiped my tears and caught a glimpse of the greater sight

This debt to society comes with a major price

I get my cards and I play them right, persuasive type

Told momma I'd be the greatest alive

And if I die during, then I'll be the greatest who tried

Miscalculated the weight of my pride

Shit was holding me down

Take the crown and try to shape it to size

Them late night thoughts they keep me up

Who should I love? Who should I trust?

Am I doing enough ?

Am I doing too much ?

Should I let my feelings out?

Should I keep em inside, cover them up?

Niggas was dying in my hood over stupid shit it's ludicrous

Body counts becoming numerous we ain't new to this

Getting revenge you better off cliff jumping

These new niggas is tools but can't fix nothing

I used to ride the seven

Tryna find what kind of blessing was at my discretion

It's never fun when your time is questioned so my suggestion:

Just get your shit together and find a direction

Everybody think it's sweet but this shit ain't a delicatessen

The jealousy breaking them down I could see the expressions

I let them mention my name cause they need the attention

You think your future looking bad you should see your reflection

Guess you need some protection

You got a past that you don't even mention

This shit was all scaled and designed

Gotta make these niggas feel me like Braille to the blind

In the fast lane I see y'all trailing behind

Everybody want a plate but be scared of the grind

Gotta pay my respect when it's required

10 toes down when i'm walking through the fire

Time heals but some parts stay numb

See how the smart play dumb

While other niggas lose they mark for a crumb

It ain't hard to lose your heart where I'm from

In the park after dark kids'll play you like a harp or a drum

And I just laugh it off

Done traveled far despite the battle scars

I just dust it away and laugh it off

Executive piece authored by yours truly

They just tryna find which way is up like Paul Mooney