Home Before Christmas Lyrics

I once found peace,

Holding its breath underneath the still snow

The stillness of night suspending time in midair

I once saw a light

Guiding me towards a place I thought I could call home

Before I realized I was lost in my own eternity

How could this visage be so wrong?

Why can I no longer find peace?

Will I remain lost in this deep abyss

Of still nights and painted dreams?

Can I be Home Before Christmas?

I found a spark

I held a light

Follow my path

Into the lost unknown

For I can see

My soul at the end

Of the last breath

Of the world

And so I am

Under a blank canvas of a black sky

The ages passing by above as I look below

Nothing changing, nothing growing

I realize my life is a grain of sand in a vast ocean

Why must our constructs be so vain?

Why can we no longer find peace?

Is it possible that the life I lost

Was in front of me the whole time?

Can I not be Home Before Christmas?

And so I find

A new list of days, new beginnings, before me

A sea of still turmoil now behind me

Long forgotten are the days I spent wallowing in sorrow

There are only now the long steps ahead to matter to me

Now can I be Home Before Christmas?