Memories Lyrics

Oh yeah, memories

They could be the most precious things

But they can hurt us too

When we lose someone that we love we don't know what to do

Think about the past, making regrets, it's just an endless loop

Wishing things were different, just accept the truth

Let's go reverse

Why would you give me your love if you would leave me hurt

Thought leaving would make it better really it just made it worse

Same with my addiction

20 bennys everyday no this shit isn't fiction

I relapse and then get blamed I can't stand these conditions

This shit isn't a game

If you don't know how to help then please do not resort to shame

Cause it only makes it worse

Makes a fucker wanna die because they cannot win this fight

Yeah I'm lost in this battle, lost in my mind

I've lost myself and I just can't find

Anybody else that can remind me

Why I put this all behind me

Submissive, let it take control

Keeping secrets, let nobody know

In my songs, where I let it all go

So listen close and maybe you can save my soul

I loved you first

I loved you more

It sucks I'm the one who won that war

Now I'm sitting on the floor

I know that I'm an OD if I take anymore

But I can't go without

Let's go reverse

Why would you give me your love if you would leave me hurt

Thought leaving would make it better really it just made it worse

Same with my addiction

20 bennys everyday no this shit isn't fiction

I relapse and then get blamed I can't stand these conditions

This shit isn't a game

If you don't know how to help then please do not resort to shame

Cause it only makes it worse

Makes a fucker wanna die because they cannot win this fight

Truth is everybody can as long as they can find the light

Lately I've been feeling blind

Cause I'm lost in the darkness I just need some clarity

Just like in my nose cause all these antihistamines

Singing to the bottle cause I know that they be missing me

Bitch I hit rock bottom but I'm still trying to make history

They ask why I don't vent but it only works when someone's listening

I swear they'll see my worth when I do too much they'll end up missing me

Everyday gets worse I swear to god this shit is killing me

It's so obvious that I'm in pain

I don't feel like talking to you bitch I'm way too drained

Unless you got something that can take away my pain

Three different substances I'm higher than a plane

Let's go reverse

Why would you give me your love if you would leave me hurt

Thought leaving would make it better really it just made it worse

Same with my addiction

20 bennys everyday no this shit isn't fiction

I relapse and then get blamed I can't stand these conditions

This shit isn't a game

If you don't know how to help then please do not resort to shame

Cause it only makes it worse

Makes a fucker wanna die because they cannot win this fight