Selfish Love Lyrics

Yea

Hold up for a minute

Couldn't realize the time that we did it

Our fantasy was alive for a second

But we couldn't look pass wants and needs we acquit it in a way

Left us both in shock

Like a shot with a glock you let go of your rock

Push pass hard stop it was time to unlock

All those bottled up feelings out with shots of ciroc

Reminiscing emotions resurface again

From our time spent

To our time travelin

Where our time went

To our time arguin

Where are minds at

Out of our minds we end

Yo I couldn't really think straight things unfold

But one things certain that's you fo sho

I cherish the memories of dates we hold

Pray the learning experience will help me grow

But I can't seem

To get you out of my head

No I can't seem to sleep without you in bed

Rollin around think without you I'm dead

Findin it hard to love myself the way you did

Yea I thought of the future for the two of us

Wife, kids, dogs and a home to love

But I'm torn in between my dreams and my crush

I hope you understand my selfish love

I don't know

Where I'm at in the world

Pursuin my passions till the day it unfolds

Tryin to take a step back to find my myself

And truly be satisfied when I reach my goals

Go towards the light and I can finally see

If this can work than it became my destiny

A mindset apart from what's testin me

If this was multiple choice my only guess would be

That I stick to my path in life

My choosin

Learn from mistakes that I

Find embarrassin

Accept the gains in life

Win or losin

Cuz I'm making change tonight

I'm developin

A different lifestyle that I grew into

I'd be lying if I didn't miss you

Your eyes, your smell, and all the cookin you do

I give you one kiss split my heart in two

Now I'm feelin so blue when I hear your voice

Stick with my decision and my choice

No matter the struggle we can still enjoy

Each other's company baby not avoid

Tension between us or make things awkward

I swear it to you when I give you my word

Happy to meet you and I just referred

Back to your birthday when I truly preferred

Those days

And the bliss like that

Times I enjoyed where the memories at

Times shine brighter in the daylight

But I really can't seem to make things right

So I strive on

Good head on my shoulders

Really wanna see you when this all over

Who knows

Whatever happens in the future

Guess I'll endure the pain just a little longer so for now

Cheers to our partin ways

A different time

Set in a different place

That may need some space

But I'll still embrace

Everything we faced

For this love today