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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

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Now I question what's in my mind all the time

I wish I, redesigned

Every part of my mind

Every part of my life

I wish I knew I was living it right

I wish I didn't battle

All these burdens in my mind


When I'm stressing out at night

When I go down and write

On these beats I don't feel right

I just know I got so much more in my life

That I can adore and I might

And I might

Lose it all, lose it all, lose it all


Yeah lose it all driving off the hill

Can't have money to pay my bills

Don't know what's next, I can't deal

With the facts that I'm not so real


I'm not so real, I'm not so real, I'm not so real

I'm not too real, I'm not too real, I'm not too real, I'm not too real


Does she talk about me like the way I talk about her

I can't help but rethink of all the hurt

And all the parts of my life I pray that it goes

And I just know she's so stressed out cause I let it show


And I can't hide it, I can't hide it

I'm not so real, I'm just so fake

And I know you'll be there when I'm not doing great

I swear that I wanna change

I swear that for you I will change


She might abandon me after any text

Thank my ex, I'm a mess

I got no vices to be coping with

So I may end up depressed and it's stress

Building up, they swear I ain't never heard enough

Heating up, need less heat in my life

Another loser threatened my life

Still ain't ever seen them, sorry had to humble them


They just came in second

Still feel like they ain't learn the lesson

I make music cause I'm stressing

Thank God for the blessings

They always say your music's so depressing ay


Listen to Revive and I write

Get these thoughts out my mind it's always worse in there

Escape my trauma, that's my prayer

Escape my trauma, that's my prayer


Listen to Revive and I write

Get these thoughts out my mind it's always worse in there

Escape my trauma, that's my prayer

Escape my trauma, that's my prayer

Escape my trauma, that's my prayer


I can lose it all

I can lose it all

I can lose it all

I can lose it all

Aye, yeah, yeah

Yeah

I can lose it all


Can't trust other Instagram musicians to ever drop stuff

Don't wanna be a burden, just got Ryan and Josh

Tryna change for my soul but I always come back

Always used music to tell a story and they question the facts


Trust issues, got a girl who loves me but I still doubt

Suffer in silence, I don't wanna be a burden, don't wanna act out

Still might, still might, still might, still might

My prayer, my prayer, give me, the might

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