sobering thoughts Lyrics

Hm

Aye

I think I gotta reflect (yeah)

Yeah, huh

I think I gotta reflect

I was hurting and that led to having two people wrecked

All it took was one day to lose everybody's respect

Ironic when you think this was the only one left

Alcohol in my head, honestly what did I expect?

This ain't teenage fun, it's high school drama at best

I thought about myself, not how my actions affect

Everyone around me, I'm a hormonal mess

I know I wasn't correct

But I'm not the only one at fault

But that can't be an excuse to not own up and go unchecked

At least all the fake friends defect

Fucking up will make you see who's really got you, correct

I was always the victim by circumstance

But this time I decided I should take a different stance

I apologize to who deserves an apology

But people who love conflict

Man they're quick to put the fault on me

They love fights

But when it's them, they quickly bounce and leave

Some girl tells me I was screaming

That just doesn't sound like me

Still, I'll give her the benefit of the doubt

So I ask everybody if it's true, it turns out

This bitch was just making up blame

Same bitch that told homie he should punch me, insane

I was ready but respect him for not doing so

My main thing is how could you forgive her

Like she wouldn't do the same

Years later, I'd hear things that prove my point

But that's besides the point

I'm so drunk that I'm breaking the fourth wall, the timeline disjoint

Feels like a fever dream the way these thoughts are coursing

I put my friends sober the way they worried, I'm sorry

I guess if there's a lesson here for me

That this night chose to give me, I'm in no state to absorb it

And my school ending in a night of pain and it's blurry

Kinda fitting but at least it's gonna make a good story

Yeah

And that's the story

Where were you, Kate?

Haha, I was just dancing

Yeah, I guess you were

Did you have fun?

Yeah, it was a great prom

Okay good, at least I didn't ruin your night

Stop. Okay, you shouldn't have gotten with that girl

But you didn't really bother anyone tonight

Really?

Yeah! It was kinda funny. Maybe a little bit embarrassing...

Though it was scary to see you almost getting punched

Hehe, yeah...

But it's not like you chose today to have the whole drama… right?

Of course not. Who comes clean at a prom?

I swear… I'm gonna miss my friends, you included, of course… but I'm kinda glad school's over

Wha-- What do you mean, are you not going to the same schools?

Right. I guess I never told you, I'm sorry. I'm moving away this summer

What?

Yeah

You idiot. You could've told me this sooner, I'm gonna miss you

You're right. And I'm going to miss you too. But I have your number, we'll talk, go out...

Not to drink

heh, no, def-- heh

Definitely not to drink

Look, if we go like a month or something without talking you come to my house and punch me

Like I just did?

No, c'mon, like a real punch

Li-- Like the guy was about to give me

Hahah, deal

I'm gonna practice, you know?

I'll make you my human punching bag

Yeah... I'm starting to regret this already.

Well too bad, you can't go back on it now

Hahaha

Hehehe

I'll miss Lisbon. But no matter where I go…