highway to the red bridge Lyrics

Highway

Highway to the red bridge on my way home from Dad's date

I guess both families should get along, I'm in bad taste

When I skip school, my best days, I'd move the moon just have space

I begged Dad to take us home instead of sleeping over and Dad caved

2 am in the fast lane

Like we truly Em and his Bad mate

Soothing air cuz I had faith it'd smoothly end, this drag-day

But tension on me, I just heard we're moving out

I know

But I don't know, more problems,

I'm so low and in solace

My bro-bro don't snore much he doze froze like columns

He precious like Gollum's ring, hoped for and he's flawless

In the back of the Citroen, his eyes shut

I'm wide open in the front like I'm Aguero

But the score low and the ball ripped

But don't even get me talking about football,

No chance of hitting my goals

But it's okay cuz I've always been on survival mode

It's kinda hard to go miss things when you don't even enjoy life

Instead of getting in boy fights

I should ask myself when this boy fights

My comfort zone, man, is getting ripped

My friendships, they're getting shipped

Suddenly I stop caring if me and my crush getting shipped

Convinced Dad to at least finish my school instead of getting switched

But Lisbon, the city I grew up and lived in is getting slipped

From under me, my grandparents, they suddenly

Miles away and the memories of Mom and me

Lose the place of origin cuz the apartment is gonna be

Sold off in one year, at least in that time I comfortably

Can take time and summon peace

Another heartbreak, I swear someone must think

I deserve all of this loss the way life is punishing like a machine

It's not that I hate Dad's girl

This is just too fast for me

Last year I didn't even know her and now I have 3 step-siblings

They're nice too and I hate that

When I'm not in school I can't break that

Barrier so I come off as a jerk

When really all I wanna do is jerk off as I cum, often

And search porn, there's no thoughts, as I nurt--

Okay, okay, okay, okay, what am I thinking?

I can't wait to get to sleep

My introspection is getting weird

We're close to the bridge and city, I recognize the road we're in

Big truck in front of us, he's 55 and won't slow down

He's got to, I make no sound

Dad's eyes kinda go down, he's tired, it's a long route

A car is coming like from south

The truck stops, our car doesn't

I scream dad, he acts but as he turns left to avoid it

We drift out it's too fast, fuck!

Slow-motion, car drifts as I immediately turn and switch back

To protective mode, as the kid fast asleep

So I gotta try and reach, grab him

Put my hand on my brother's neck

Yeah, I gotta save him from the whiplash

If someone dies tonight it's not him

I'm just thanking God that I think fast

Am I gonna die? I don't wanna die

All of this cuz I wanted home tonight

I wish I could tell Kate and all my friends that I'm gonna miss 'em

Hope she doesn't cry

Is God real? Will I meet Mom?

I have more to give though, I'm worth a life

I won't give her parents yet another loss

So I swear to God I'm leaving so alive

Hold my brother steady, don't wake up now

Getting my neck ready if I go down

Car hit and we drifting off of the road divider but there's no sound

Ear ringing tho my role sound

Making sure that the bro sound

Elbow on the seat, seatbelt tight

Dad takes the wheel and it rolls out

Wait a minute, we're alive

I can't believe we survived

Highway, then the red bridge as we start seeing Lisbon lights

My brother still sleeping tight

And no one got injured tonight

We spend the whole trip focused

As we get home there's this quiet

And then we take him to bed

Then I go to mine like it's a coal instead

This the solaced mind after a storm has fled

Stoic eyes when out the row of death

This is no trauma, it's a reminder that I'm still alive

So now I'm grateful as I go to bed cuz I have school and I can't be sleep-deprived