bells (a memoir from my mind) Lyrics

Dear god, hear me!

'Cause I'm on my way

And I'm on my way

And I'm on my way

Look at us now, there's no one to tell us

Apart. we are one in the same

I run to you with open arms

Hoping you'll take my expression

And I can't believe you look at me the same way when we first met

And I don't want you to leave again 'cause I'm here for a difference

Now it's been so many fucking months

And I'm still not over you.

I just want to live my life again without you in my vision

Ever since you threw it all away

I'm left in alone in a cage again

with another victim you traumatised

Who told me you want attention

And I'm so lucky it ended

'Cause it could've been worse

Yet I'm still fucked.

Leave this earth in a hearse

Bells, bells, bells

I still hear them ringing

From these girls

2 On 1

Left alone because i'm not the one

Bells, bells, bells

I still hear them ringing

From these girls

2 On 1

Left alone because i'm not the one

Look at me now

I don't want to feel now

I'm stuck up, pent up

Anger coming out my brain

I'm so numb

Yeah, yeah I'm so numb

Don't trust in my heart

Touch my heart

Come on feel the beat

See how low it's going

'cause what happened to me

I've been up, down

Right round fuckin' to plea

I'm still missing you, the scene on repeat

Treated me wrong like you shouldn't have

I would ask for my shit back but I can't bare Your face, Your smile

Your eyes, it's wild

I'm stuck in the middle, I can't decide

Don't try to stay (Don't try)

You can't convince me today (Not today)

Look around, look what you caused

Because now I'm lost,

Lost in those eyes of yours

I can't forgive you

But I won't forget you

I don't think we'd ever be the same again

Here they are

I hear them again and

Again and

Again and

Again and

Again

Bells, bells, bells (Bells)

I still hear them ringing

From these girls

2 On 1

Left alone because i'm not the one (Ah!)

Bells, bells, bells (Bells)

I still hear them ringing

From these girls

2 On 1

Left alone because i'm not the one

Sometimes I want to disappear

"Talk to someone" give them fear

I argue with the mirror

The future's bright when my vision goes dark

Bells, bells, bells

I still hear them ringing

From these girls

2 On 1

Left alone because i'm not the one

Bells, bells, bells

I still hear them ringing

From these girls

2 On 1

Left alone because i'm not the one