pills Lyrics

I've been pissing life away

Telling myself I hate the way

That I breathe

And I need

Everyone that ain't around me

And I don't wanna know

If in 6 months I'm all alone

Cause I hope

That I've grown

I remember just one year ago

I was drinking til my liver hurt

Smiling like it was so rehearsed

And I always seemed to choke up on my words

I hope today

I get the dosage right

And I think I might

I take pills as pink

As the sky behind my eyes

Cause I'm trying to smile

I've been pissing life away

And I fucking hate the way

That I'm mean

Kind words unclear

They all drip with fake sincerity

I was drinking til my liver hurt

You would tell me that you're so concerned

But I never could believe a single word

(You said to me)

Now I'm smoking til my lungs are toast

Need a THC overdose

Cause I can never seem to sleep

When I need it most

I hope today

I get the dosage right

And I think I might

I take pills as pink

As the sky behind my eyes

Cause I'm trying to smile

300 milligrams

Sounds like such a fucking drag

But I swear that it's not half as bad

As the doubts inside my head

I hope today

I get the dosage right

And I think I might

I'm done pissing life away

Telling myself I hate the way

That I breathe

And I need

I hope today

I get the dosage right

And I think I might

I take pills as pink

As the sky behind my eyes

Cause I'm trying to smile

300 milligrams

Sounds like such a fucking drag

But I swear that it's not half as bad

As the doubts inside my head

I hope today

I get the dosage right

And I think I might

I think I might