(Not) O.K. Lyrics

I wake up in the mornin'

In some random stranger's bed

Grab my keys up off the floor and

Go to leave and bang my head

Then she wakes up, I get dressed and

Tell her "thank you for the sex" and

Give the girl a warm embrace

And then I ask her what her name is

And get a slap across the face

'Cause I'm off the deep end

Lost in the blues

Each day seems the same, I'm trapped in a loop

Since you went away

I'm goin' through a lot

Oh, I

I try to pretend I'm over you

Girl, I'm goin insane, actin' a fool

Losin' my way

I'm goin' through a lot

I'm not O.K.

I pull up to the club and

Grab a table with the boys

Meet some floozy on the dance floor

And say let's dip up out this noise

Then I smash quick in my backseat

And I dash quick like an athlete

But security says I can't get back in

And so I swing at one and miss bad

And take 'bout eighteen on the chin

'Cause I only do things bad for my health

Girl without you here, I don't like myself

Since you went away

I'm goin' through a lot

Oh, I

I go through mood swings I've never felt

'Cause girl without you here, I find myself

Losin' my way

I'm goin' through a lot

I'm not O.K.

O.K., I'm gonna keep it real

Lately, I don't even feel

Smash two girls a night like

Maybe couple snacks will make a meal

But these chicks all know the drill

Miss me with the feels

We keepin' it light

No spendin' the night

Careful, don't you bite

Keep it gentle, please

But don't forget 'bout deez

Nuts how I went from runnin' shit, to a dummy quick

Once I let you go, and you

Wound up with some other dick

Wondered if maybe several hundred chicks

Could help fill the void, but it only grew

'Cause girl only you seem to make me com-plete

I'm conceited, couldn't concede that I'm not over you

Bitch, fuck you though

I was there when wasn't no one else

Couldn't no one else give you what I gave

Fuck it, what the hell

I'll let someone else catch these fuckin L's for a fuckin' change, imma...

Brush you off, do me

Gucci jeans, new tee

"She did what? She wit who?"

"Nah, I don't care. Bitch, cool."

You do you, I'll get mines

I know you'll be back for the tenth time

Salty 'cause I got a plate full of saucy cats-up on the side, French fries

But that's on you, every monsoon that we gone through

Could've been avoided from the start, toyin' wit my heart

Now we two frogs boilin' in a pot

We cooked, girl

Lost in the blues

Each day seems the same, I'm trapped in a loop

Since you went away

I'm goin' through a lot

Oh, I

I try to pretend I'm over you

Girl, I'm goin insane, actin' a fool

Losin' my way

I'm goin' through a lot

I'm not O.K.