psych ward soda cup (D Votino Remix) ft. D Votino Lyrics

Aha, aah

Oh yeah

Yeah, to speak my defense, on shit that doesn't make sense

Confused as a child, severely destroying my confidence

You mad, I'm mad, this shit doesn't make it less sad

I'm harmin' myself while no one's aware, it's cool as a matter of fact

Look,

Let's pull out a replay, hours shy of a teenager's birthday

I try to resurface the hurtin', I'm still shy like I was in the first place

I remember I watched myself fall, had to get up regardless of scars

I felt hurt cause nobody had called, so tonight I'm ending it all

(Ending it all, ending it all, ending it all, ending it all)

Who am I? I wanna end my life

I was wrong, how can I do things right?

Now I'm grown and I still hate asking for help (for help)

Violent past, lost all the people that have cared

In despair so I don't sleep at night

Planning trips 'cause I refuse to fight

On my own and I'm lying in the trenches

I collide with shit that damages my interests

Endless drama, and that's why I just wanna end it

Cannot catch, and that's why you don't see me pitching

All alone, that's why I like my independence

Never lackin' and that's why I am never missin'

Who am I? I wanna end my life

I was wrong, how can I do things right?

Now I'm grown and I still hate asking for help

Violent past, lost all the people that have cared

In despair so I don't sleep at night

Plannin' trips 'cause I refuse to fight

On my own now I'm lying in the trenches

I collide with shit that damages my interests