Pinemont Plaza Lyrics

I look in the mirror can’t figure out who am

My life is in shambles

Baby can’t pass this exam

I notice my peers is seeing glory

Faith is getting boring

Yet all these niggas know who I am

Got off social media hoping if it’s me versus me

I’d compete a little harder

But look where I am

My mommas house

She rubs it in my face that I’m 23

Without a place to pee

Her depression and bipolar shit is rubbing off

I keep on failing

I keep on falling

Roll up

Spliff inhale

To keep from causin

Relapsed thoughts of squalling

They so loud appalling

What could’ve been is the only thing that’s mauling

I should’ve had that baby

I should’ve went to see Thomas mama

After he passed away

She prolly going crazy

I’m face to face with my demons

They pry away at my lesions

I ain’t got no time for what weakens

Man it’s time to let go

If I never move on

Ima stay in the same damn place

If I wanna keep growin

I’ma have to stop getting in my way

Overthinking

I’m sinking

Thats all that’s taking place

After all this time I done finally realized one thang

It’s alright

It’s okay

It take time to heal that pain

It’s alright

It’s okay

We gone take it Day by day

It’s alright

It’s okay

Yeah I know you feel the pain

It’s alright

It’s okay

Keep on pushing anyways

Deliberately thinking I reached my peak

And I can’t do no more

After 24 hour drive

I open all my doors

I’m seeing all my childhood trauma

Crack houses

Body issues

And lack of human contact

That stemmed from lack of father

Who knows what kind of man I would’ve been

Maybe I would’ve stayed in Acres Homes

And played wit scales and dividends

Generational curses

I can’t look past the surface

Ima pussy for never killing Fred and Greg

They worthless

If I never move on

Ima stay in the same damn place

If I wanna keep growin

I’ma have to stop getting in my way

Overthinking

I’m sinking

Thats all that’s taking place

After all this time I done finally realized one thang

It’s alright

It’s okay

It take time to heal that pain

It’s alright

It’s okay

We gone take it Day by day

It’s alright

It’s okay

Yeah I know you feel the pain

It’s alright

It’s okay

Keep on pushing anyways