Black Runtz Lyrics

Faded smoking lava, shrooms done hit me on a Thursday

Coping mechanism, well I think it's just the worst way

Shit, I gotta heal more

I'm longing what I feel for

Remember back in time when my mama had a stillborn

Slaving for these Nikes, I be cashing for a check

I use to fear death, but now that nigga in my set

So I'm use to this feeling, I don't even need the love shit

Killing me so softly, it's just you I seem to fuck with

Sit up with my flaws

Heal my wrist up with these gauze

Picking at my scabs, leaving me with rips & scars

How I'm dipping down the alley

And my pockets filled with maui

It's a clear day, but then my mind be feeling cloudy

Lucky charm bowl, let it sizzle when I pull

Damn my stomach kinda stuffed, my mind be never full

You a born christian

Man, you thinking god gonna never listen

It's just you, you missing

Seeking time, stay reminiscing

Stay getting high, just to fucking get your mind right

Is Vesta fine, while you asking is my rhyme tight

Never wonder about the matter

Empath getting sadder

How my sides looking slimmer while my pockets getting fatter

Scheming like a Rockefeller, Minute Maid for juice

I'm mixing it with vodka, how the fuck it fix my mood

Got a white tee on the block

I just think I need a shot

I think Steve gonna slide a drink, imma end up like a slob

Like does it even matter though

Think how about ending things up on a lighter note

She be asking me do you even love yourself

I just had to sit back and just think, I think I need some help

I be living

I be tripping

Dipping on these hoes

And I be asking are we heading to the valley down below

Need no black & mild

I'll just seek my inner child

Man I'm sorry I'm a deadbeat, haven't seen you in a while

But if the child could speak, why my dad don't be around me

Complexity of complexion, it astounds me

What to curse a generation

Living in a nation

Tryna mask it, while we made it

Brown sugar melanin, you hate it

I be faded, I be headed to the top

I'm stripping all this baggage, the bodega be my next stop