if i died today Lyrics

It doesn't make much sense

The reason that you left

You said forever

Well, I guess you forgot

Who I was before I changed

Before that night killed me

You could've saved me

But you left me for dead

I just thought about it

When they dig my grave

You won't even notice

It would be too late

I know I'm crazy

And I'm to blame

I've made my mistakes

But people can change

Ultimatums don't work

Oh, they cut like a blade

Yours was way too sharp

Knocked the life out of me

I know I've changed

That I'm just not the same

But how could you leave

Someone so helpless like me

I just thought about it

When they dig my grave

You won't even notice

It would be too late

I know I'm crazy

And I'm to blame

I've made my mistakes

But people can change

If I died today

Oh, if they dug my grave

You'd try to call me

But it'd be too late

You saw me in pain

I was trying to change

If I died today

You'd probably wish you had

Wish you had stayed

But you walked away

You'll be okay

I was dead anyway

Your hope in me was oxygen

I could breathe

But now that you're gone

There's no more air in my lungs