thoughts of a lustful mind Lyrics

You know, there's not a lot

I would do for someone,

But for some reason when I'm around you,

It feels like, I don't know, it just feels like the world stops spinning,

Okay?

It feels like no matter what I do,

That you're always gonna be there,

But the problem is

I know that you're not,

And no matter how hard I try to keep you by my side,

It seems like you always wanna push away and

You wanna fight with me, it never even matters to you

Like, why do you not care,

Please tell me,

Why do you not care, tell me right now

You know what,

Just forget it,

Fuck you, bitch

Why am I so obsessed with death

Life is pointless, I am a mess

See the more I talk to you,

I start to realize that

The only thing you ever wanted was

To be cared for,

But like, you didn't care for the person caring,

You just wanted someone

to care

You needed affection, right?

But I can't tell if it was affection or

If you just wanted someone to fuck,

I don't know what it was,

But it's obvious that whatever this is,

It's not what you wanted,

You didn't want anyone to love you,

Clearly,

You didn't want love,

Cause the way you're acting shows me that you never cared,

Which, it's okay that you didn't care,

As long as you can admit to me that you just don't give a fuck,

So tell me,

Please,

Just tell me,

Why?

I don't feel alive,

I promise I will take your life,

I really don't feel alright,

alright

You see,

It's actually kind of wild to think about

This gorgeous girl that has absolutely

No personality

Because she just thinks that since she's gorgeous,

She can get anything

She wants