ALONE ft. bewise & SØReclusive Lyrics

I've been smokin', I've been drinkin', almost lost my mind

Thinkin' I'm alone It's like I'm drownin' underwater and it's

Pullin' me in farther from the shore As I drift into this madness, not enough

I need to have it, wanting more, I've been drinkin' all these glasses

While I sink into my casket then I'm gone

I spilled the ink inside these pages, but

I placed them in the attic by my soul Small taste of satisfaction and it seems to

Be retracted all along While I've been smokin' all these ashes

Feel like nothing seems to matter anymore I couldn't face myself after how I wasted

All the chapters, pacing outside the door I drink until 4am, ankles anchored right

To the boards, I'm feeling anxious to the core I wake up back on the floor, say I'm

Never drinkin' again, ah, fuck it So crack the bottle open, get right back

To smokin' Stash the potion underwater, chokin

Goin' in and out of focus, disappoint my father broken, bottled up my emotions

Pain is a beautiful thing, properly faded, just wanted to tell her I made it

A halo was ripped from an angel and cut from its wings

Upping the dosage, familiar sting, I'm sorry I've been, I'm sorry I've been

I'm sorry I've been I've been smokin', I've been drinkin

Almost lost my mind, thinkin' I'm alone It's like I'm drownin' underwater and it's

Pullin' me in father from the show As I drift into this madness, not enough

I need to have it, wanting more While I've been drinkin' all these glasses

While I sink into my casket then I'm gone

Wide awake, waste away with the time I'll

Take I'm fine today, spread my wings, fly so high

That I hide away I'm fine, fine, fine, okay, despite it by

No lie to say Design a rhyme and I'll find a pace, no sign

Of life, that's fine Goin' out of my mind, late at night and I

Cry Y'all don't know the pain I'm hidin' right

Behind in my eyes It's the way she goes, play it slow, make

It out, no lie Nowhere to go, I'm layin' low, bear this

Weight of mine Make it home back to the sky, you and I

Glassy eyed, nasty side with a glass of rye Watchin' the minutes that pass me by, can't

Tell if I'm livin', don't ask me why Killin' my liver to pass the time, a mastermind of

Mine out fate, and I find all kind of fakes

Try, try, try and break Drink until I'm not okay, I'm not okay

Sip, sip and sip no Moderte, I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna say

Please come back, just walk away Filling my glass, stop the pain

I know it'll pass, just not today