i've been watching (reprise) Lyrics

I've been watching

While time keeps moving

While life keeps changing

I'm still seated

While fear surrounding

Confusion pounding

Never thought it would be this way

She wouldn't want me to stay this way

You don't see this but I'm scared of living

No one sees this but I'm scared of dying

Yeah

I was raised to be high-minded

The low kept me far from it

It kept me closed minded

Tryna get the ball rolling

Yes I have been watching

Seeing the envy through me

Control your movements freely

Taking in life completely

There were many times during this

where I felt I couldn't do this

There were many times during this where I felt

it didn't match my purpose

There were many times I would tell my mama

"I was going through it"

Now I'm working out of the cycles

by puttin' a pen through it

Yeah

But lately I've been

Screw it

Yeah

Lately I've been

Fuck it

Yes I have been watching

Had so limited options

Seeing my time running

Just tryna keep it pushing

Yeah

But lately I've been

Screw it

Yeah

Lately I've been

Fuck it

Being straight up like Travis

Bossing up making new habits

Turning into a new version

Turning into a new version

Yeah

But lately I've been

Screw it

Lately I've been

Fuck it