What If Lyrics

Could've been a mistake

Did I choose the wrong path on the way

My journey getting lost in a maze so I'm standing here tryna think of a way to say

This is all fine and what I want is real

Honestly it feels so intangible

Just need to feel

Something really there I can hang onto

Palatable when I put it on my tongue

Cuz the bars really hit like that

I don't wanna spit it out right now but when i do rap you can tell I'm spitting facts

This journey ain't for everybody but it's right for me

I used to say what if now I'm sayin what's next

Cuz while my hearts beats I promise I'm never ever gunna stop

9 to 5 makes me feel like I'm dying inside I'm tryna find an escape

See I appreciate the journey but I'm asking how longs it gunna take

Had a call with boss this morning he told me that my performance isn't great

Now I'm sat here staring at ceiling sayin damn was this all a mistake?

Am I wrong for chasing dreams that I desire

Taking steps so the level of life will get higher

I'm tryna be admired nothing like a messiah I'm more wild

I feel like I'm working harder compared to my peers

N confidence is a con to cover up my fears

Deep down I'm stressed but won't shed a tear

You've gotta fake it to make it but stay sincere

How do I find the balance

Can't pay the bills off rappin even tho it's my passion

I need money to invest in the plan I've been mapping and my job behind a desk doesn't give satisfaction

How many years it will take to make my way to the top

I've climbing for a minute never tempted to stop

Simply being the best is not the easiest job

And when you're climbing this high they expect you to drop

Very optimistic not a shadow of doubt

Well we all know that's a lie that I'm not braggin about

At least I'm being honest most of rap is cap

Talkin bout cars drip and the habits they have

The world is yours and I've got it right in my hands

Just wait till I make it it's all part of the plan

Palatable when I put it on my tongue

Cuz the bars really hit like that

I don't wanna spit it out right now but when i do rap you can tell I'm spitting facts

This journey ain't for everybody but it's right for me

I used to say what if now I'm sayin what's next

Cuz while my hearts beats I promise I'm never ever gunna stop

What started as a hobby, turned into much more

Steppin up on stage they give me the floor

Wanna hear the crowds roar with a big applause

And when I turn to leave they give an encore

I know it's coming that's what I'm routing for

It takes time I'm just getting warmed

Keeping watchin this space because it's growing every day

Needless to say that I am on my way