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  • Genre:Alternative
  • Year of Release:2023

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I worry about it

It's got me frustrated

I sit in my thoughts

Man, I'm feeling so jaded

I indulge these drugs

Just to feel something later

I look in the mirror

Can't see who I'm facing

Can't tell if it's good or bad

All of this changing

That I'm doing

Kill my mind now

Before I lose it


But I can't let you go

I'm not moving on

Now I want to know

Where I went wrong


I worry about it

It's got me frustrated

I sit in my thoughts

Man, I'm feeling so jaded

I indulge these drugs

Just to feel something later

I look in the mirror

Can't see who I'm facing


Why do I feel all the strange things

that you're doing to me

I let you ride off into the wind

With my sanity, and now I'm just crashing

Down down down into the earth

Hard and fast, so it doesn't hurt when I die


Of the shame that you brought on me

The shame that you sought for me

I wonder why it's hard to breathe

You're not even choking me

Maybe it's all in my mind

But I can't wake up from this dream

Someone save me I thought i was waking

But now I see I'm actually fainting


Is it really true that my mind is breaking

I'm faking, that's what I've been told

It's quaking, my small, fragile soul

Now I'm cold, and everything seems gone

Everytime I think about it

I feel sicker when I think about it

I sink without it, after so many years

I can't sleep with out

No matter what you tell me

I don't seem to doubt it

All I know


Your eyes

They lie


Giving my all to you is one thing

But never getting it back

That's another story

You wore me then destroyed me

Like a toy you played with in your child days

Now I'm off to the side stranded

With no way to rejuvenate my soul

It's gone

I've become a rolling stone


Even when surrounded by friends

I sometimes feel like I'm on my own

But if I told my friends

I swear I would get disowned

No one likes a downer

No one likes a leech

That's how I feel sometimes

Can you blame me

Lately my thoughts have made me so crazy


The paranoia has become insane

Like there's a virus lodged inside my brain

It's got me chained

And I can't wait to escape

This gritty hold that's got me in it's reign


I'm hoping when I break away that I'm in one piece

But even through shattered glass you can still see

I don't know the reason your eyes are fixated on me

But I can say I won't suffer defeat


Living my life tied down to things you've always told me

you've always showed me


I'm ready to become another person if you let me

Cause I'm willing if you're willing

But you always play the villain

It's your eyes

Woah oh oh oh

Your eyes

Woah oh oh oh


I worry about it

It's got me frustrated

I sit in my thoughts

Man, I'm feeling so jaded

I indulge these drugs

Just to feel something later

I look in the mirror

Can't see who I'm facing

Can't tell if it's good or bad

All of this changing

That I'm doing

Kill my mind now

Before I lose it


But I can't let you go

I'm not moving on

Now I want to know

Where I went wrong


I worry about it

It's got me frustrated

I sit in my thoughts

Man, I'm feeling so jaded

I indulge these drugs

Just to feel something later

I look in the mirror

Can't see who I'm facing

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