collateral damage Lyrics

Everyday I wake up, you treat me like some type of prey

I push and pull, your favorite demons all come out to play

Enough's enough, you're not so tough now when I've got the gun

Before was practice baby, now we can really have fun

Oh now you love me, love me?

That's what you say

But you only control me

when I misbehave

Really you hate me, hate me

It's in your eyes

Just like the lies that always keep you up at night

I know you feel my power That's why you're scared

I guess what daddy told you Left you unprepared

You know he saw my demons, they made him cry

You wonder why I'm angry, let me tell you why

You want your mommy to come save you

Well we're done when I'm thru

Everything that you've done to me, will always come back to you

You made me pay for love in blood

Well time's been up from the start

Prefer me quiet, quiet

Or more like silent silent

So afraid of yourself

only love that you know is violence

I'm not your doctor baby,

I'm not your mommy neither

I'm just the bitch to turn you out and make you a believer

Drop to your knees when you see me

The only prayer I accept

Spared by the hands that kept you from fucking destroying yourself

What do I get for all of this?

Trauma that feels like a kiss

Go get some therapy because I'm officially over it

As long as you run from me

You'll always hate yourself

All the fear in your eyes

It's all a cry for help

You want your mommy to come save you

Well we're done when I'm thru

Everything that you've done to me, will always come back to you

You made me pay for love in blood

Well time's been up from the start

well what do you think?

What do you mean you don't like it?

I thought this is what you wanted…

You know. Since you made me this way