Pain ft. Perp Joey Lyrics

I'm on some Meek shit right now

That's really how I'm feeling

Aye, turn me up

They said they love you but they don't they never did

I saw them niggas at the door, they ain't let me in

I ain't say nothing, all I did was went and grab the pen

I'm finna talk to niggas soul so let this shit begin

My daddy left when I was young, and I was only 10

His mama didn't even want me, but she still pretend

My granny took me and thought me how to be a fucking man

This shit is real, It's not no rap I hope you understand

I called my granny every day to hear her fucking smile

I ain't made it yet, but I don't sent a couple thous

I told y'all niggas where I'm from we cannot allow

To go broke, or being broke, going to make you lose your power

Going to make you lose your child

11 I was running wild

Hitting licks, and doing things that never made me proud

Kind of felt like I wasn't new to this, but I was still a child

Take me to court I ain't copping out, let's go to trial

I stayed in school and did my work, I try to make my family proud

My daddy never knew my worth, he treat me like a fucking clown

My mama I don't know she ain't even know my whereabout

But I can't even blame her cause she only had me when she was a child

Story of a fucking child

Only me know what adey go through

Don't need no fake love you know i can't be around you

You left me hanging when I was down

So why you wanna see me drown

It's kinda crazy 'cause I told you

Said you'd love me to death

But left with no clue

Can't lie you really got me down

You know this pain gone make me drown

It's pain , it's pain, it's pain in ma heart

It's pain , it's pain, it's pain in ma heart

High school, I'm thuggin out

Niggas think I'm bugging out

A couple niggas, a couple haters, tell me where they at now?

I've been on some other shit

Play with me I let it hit

That nigga steady talking crazy, so it's only right I take his bitch

And I don't love the bitch (huh)

I'm in the states now

My daddy came and got me, so I'm feeling kind of great now

My pops is acting funny, nigga tripping off of fentanyl

We get to kicking shit now I'm hitting all his shit down

I'm out of breath you know how I go, but I aint back down

And all of a sudden I start to lose respect like he a class clown

I moved in with my stepmom on the other side of town

My life is what you seeing now

So tell me who gone need me now

But meanwhile

(Man this shit real, I'm trying to tell y'all I ain't even playing

This shit real straight from the heart

That really how I feel forreal

That's why I told y'all I'm really on some Meek Milly shit

Do you know what I'm talking about

This shit real nigga)

(Down)

(Drown)