Late Nights (Remastered) Lyrics

At the time I'm writing this I'm really not well

This is just a message that I'm sending myself

All this time I tried but just wasn't myself

Whiskey fueled when singing it don't stay on that shelf

Yeah you know my name but don't know me well

I began to change had to go with my will

I don't wanna do it but I know I will

Took a big rock to the dome no pills

Rolled up dollar bills

I was chasing all the thrills

Cause a nigga wasn't happy but I wasn't into pills

So I struggled for a long time with this shit

It's what it is

Guess I passed the test from God

I guess aced the fuckin quiz

I was putting up a fence

Am I making sense?

I was happy living in it

I used that as my defence

For this recreation usage I would do at my expense

And I knew that it was wrong but I just needed it immensely

Shit was so expensive

Aunty please don't call me cause I'm sober and defensive

You won't be impressed with the way that I been acting

Knew I had some problems so I used the molly as a distraction

And then I broke my soul and broke my heart I'm picking up fractions

I wouldn't have made it if the ambulance dispatched late

Dying only twenty would've been a fuckin sad fate

Old me died a little

But these days I feel I am great

Lemme just get that straight

All of my scars

Come from when I was broken

Life broke my heart but still I'm unbroken

Lotta things that ain't been said

I just wish that I spoke it

You ain't there for these late nights

I fight and fight tryna make it right

I'm just a hurt person that hurt people

My words come from this worlds evil

You would think that this shit be so simple

I felt small

I felt little

Had no voice

I had one choice

I would die alone

Or I would make some noise

I chose just to get up with a pen and it was written

I can't let em win I gotta show all of these bitches

Said I'd be an addict but I guess I fuckin kicked it

Said I couldn't do it but I really fuckin did this

Listening to beats and that became my new prescription

Rapping, mixing , writing shit, I'm so fuckin addicted

Please don't get it twisted I'm not naturally gifted

Working for this shit was hella hard and full of risks shit

Worked until these late nights started meaning something different

I got this momentum and got features on my wish list

At the time I'm writing this I'm really not well

This is just a message that I'm sending myself

All this time I tried but just wasn't myself

Whiskey fueled when singing it don't stay on that shelf

Yeah you know my name but don't know me well

I began to change had to go with my will

I don't wanna do it but I know I will

Took a big rock to the dome no pills

All of my scars

Come from when I was broken

Life broke my heart but still I'm unbroken

Lotta things that ain't been said

I just wish that I spoke it

You ain't there for these late nights

I fight and fight tryna make it right