You Can't Go Home Again Lyrics

I know you told me forty times

To go outside

Alone

I figured it out on my own

Just like every time

The stubborn unknowns

Death

It comes to me in the form of

A traffic jam of learning

I wonder, will it ever go away

This drowning sensation

Of change

I need to shed off all this skin

All to remain

Something within

Death

It comes to me in the form of

A fatalistic yearning

Burned off all my hair

I guess I will

Have to just go bald

Scorched earth answers

Find nothing matters

The war is an endless bore

I mourn myself

Before it took over

The emptiness, the infinite hole

Fill it with projects

Yet another six pack

Superficial romance

Endless distractions

Need to move my body

Get another hobby

But this might not be

The way to deal with it