Imposter Syndrome (Break Out) ft. Tyler Skillman & Chaun Lyrics

Look, I'm a little bit twisted in the way that I perceive things

Some would say I'm gifted, to me it's more like a fever dream

Needling through my psyche like a demon's dream

It's got me by the throat, so I can't even scream

And that's assuming that I got something to say

Like there ain't a good reason for me to be running away

Swerving and weaving I should have been pumping the breaks

But I crashed and burned just another drunk in the tank

That's how things went for me

I was the mother fucking fuck up of the century

Essentially, and by age 23 I knew I had to figure shit out eventually

Time flies when you're living in the fast lane

I got a lot of inner demons that I can't tame

They're telling me I don't belong in the rap game

I'm too white and I'm giving it a bad name

Can't seem to erase the doubt when trace amounts remain

Even after you've chased it out

So hard to face it down, gonna raise some brows when I make it loud

I got my heart set on ambitions that just ain't allowed

Gonna make you proud when I hit the stage and engage the crowd but I'm

Tied up I just sit and wonder

If I can rise above cause I think I'm going under

Weighed down 'cause my brain's so loud

Fighting through the throng but I can't gain ground

Noooo

It's a solo mission

Battling myself, that's my biggest competition

Weighed down 'cause my brain's so loud

Trying to find a way to break out (A way to break out)

Trying to find a way to break out, I lost my hope

If I'm my biggest enemy why do I think so bold

I should be trying to figure out why my heart is cold

Frozen snows say that they care for me but it never shows

On my own, staying independent 'cause I've had enough

To pass it up, this is the last time that I let you call the bluff

Met some great people like Code who showed me that I am tough

So thank you if you help with that, I think it's time we stand up

For a better mission, life is hella gifted but sometimes we get stuck

On this lonely road, got no ways to cope, tryna find ways I can trust

Is it too late? Or can I find my happiness today

Been a long search that I've lost but thankfully your track is great

Why would I ever question my own purpose

We all are human that have love and deserve it

So don't you dare break

Sometimes we shout and we act hella nervous

But don't you ever hide behind the curtain just for your own sake

Tied up I just sit and wonder

If I can rise above cause I think I'm going under

Weighed down 'cause my brain's so loud

Fighting through the throng but I can't gain ground

Noooo

It's a solo mission

Battling myself, that's my biggest competition

Weighed down 'cause my brain's so loud

Trying to find a way to break out (A way to break out)

Need a way to decompress 'cause I feel like I might be possessed

I could win the battle if I had a way to relieve the stress

I got some ideas Code we have all been inside this mess

And it starts with purpose so don't ever feel like you're worth less

I guess I feel all right when I hit the mic inside the booth

Never had a reason to fight but music showed me that I do

I'm boutta pour my everything into this shit

Never gonna quit gonna fight until I get big

Taking names and built up slowly

Doing all I can to guarantee that I won't be

Tied up I just sit and wonder

If I can rise above cause I think I'm going under

Weighed down 'cause my brain's so loud

Fighting through the throng but I can't gain ground

Noooo

It's a solo mission

Battling myself, that's my biggest competition

Weighed down 'cause my brain's so loud

Trying to find a way to break out (A way to break out)

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