Mary's Black Goat Lyrics

I've been runnin' through these bags

like a bad habit

Tend to spend a lot of money

When you not established

I do whatever for the fam

I make sure they have it

I did it all out of love

You never had to ask me

I keep cryin' purple tears, cause my heart damaged

I'm the black goat on my family, you don't understand me

My heart's too big, I don't think I can help it

If I kill you out of love, they gon' call me selfish

For real

But I'll deal with it later

I need that blue and green paper

Every minor setback made the next move major

I was down on my ass, I was down to my last

Then I ran up a bag

Now I'm in something fast

And the windows tinted

I can't see a hater

I'm laugh when I get that wraith

I might cry later

You're supposed to be there with me

All I got is memories, and it's all bittersweet

Still feel empty

All I see this red

Please don't tell me

I might bust your head

That's another bad habit

Gotta drop that

Might double back

Make sure it's dead

All the thoughts you ever had of me

I wonder what made you think of them

All the conversations that we never had

I wish we could have one of them

I've been running through these bands like a bad habit

Tend to spend a lot of money when you're not established

I do whatever for the fam, I make sure they have it

I did it all out of love, you never had to ask me

I keep crying purple tears, got my heart damaged

I'm the black goat on my family, you don't understand me

My heart's too big, I don't think I can help it

If I kill you out of love, they gon' call me selfish

For real

Look I really can't help it

Black clouds all around me, angels crying in heaven

They feel my real pain, you can only imagine

I call my stick a witch, cause I think it do magic

The way you take a soul , make bad energy vanish

If you paint me as a villain, better get a big canvas

Cause I'm standing on business, I paint the whole city red

They think that I'm banging, playing laser tag with the stick

You see where I'm aim, so hurt and so damaged

Can't blame myself for what had happened

If I couldn't change it, you know I would make it happen

But I guess it's God's plan, so I had to happen

Why did it had to happen

I know I did some things that you're not proud of

But I really hope that you're really proud of me

I know I did some things that you're not proud of

But I really hope that you're really proud of me

I've been runnin through these bags like a bad habit

Tend to spend a lot of money when you're not established

I do whatever for the fam, I make sure they have it

I did it all out of love, you never had to ask me

I keep crying, purple tears, cause my heart damaged

I'm the black girl to my family, you don't understand me

My heart's too big, I don't think I can help it

If I kill you out of love, they gon' call me selfish