Meltdown Lyrics

Now back to this dismay

In a constant state of disarray

When I said I was up in a maze

I was hoping I'd be amazed

See

Anything that I don't feel

I was hoping that I could conceal

Cause this distance from my ideal

Is too wide but I know that the healing would

Never start til I start facing

Them demons cause I know that they lacing

They shoes up cause I know they been racing

Myself to the grave and I know this is

How I been depraved

How I been deprived

I don't really understand how I survived

I just wanna say that I just wanna thrive

I just wanna feel something, never wanna die

Never wanna die

That's that child-like intent

As I try to prevent my descent

Fingers squeezing holding on my cents

But not enough change to pay my rent

Cause sofa cushions have all been spent now

Not a good time for repenting

I need to blow off steam to vent then

Pressure

Up in my arteries

Pressure

That starts to squeeze

Pressure

Buckles the knees

Pressure

Makes the heart bleed

Pressure

In my cranium

Pressure

Forms uranium

Pressure

Just like the sun

Pressure

Nuclear fission

Pressure

Up in my arteries

Pressure

That starts to squeeze

Pressure

Buckles the knees

Pressure

Makes the heart bleed

Pressure

In my cranium

Pressure

Forms uranium

Pressure

Just like the sun

Pressure

Nuclear fission

Focus

So Focus

So who wrote this

Beautiful magnum opus

I just wanna linger around so I float this

Idea so that they really don't notice

Yeah I been goated

Hopin you say you that you been devoted

Cause this industry been way too bloated

Bout time I lead and promoted

Myself cause I know that they lazy

Thinking this was a democracy

Sick and tired of the hypocrisy

Cause they vote for a plutocracy

Uh

It's crazy

Synchronicity of what I said

This electricity in my brain

These neurons firing, I'm insane

Yeah

I'm melting down

My reactor been shutting down

Uh

I'm melting down

Everything I said spread around like

Uh

I'm melting down

My reactor been shutting down like

Uh

I'm melting down

Everything I said spread around like

Yeah

I'm melting down

My reactor been shutting down

Uh

I'm melting down

Everything I said spread around like

Uh

I'm melting down

My reactor been shutting down like

Uh

I'm melting down

Everything I said spread around like

Pressure

Up in my arteries

Pressure

That starts to squeeze

Pressure

Buckles the knees

Pressure

Makes the heart bleed

Pressure

In my cranium

Pressure

Forms uranium

Pressure

Just like the sun

Pressure

Nuclear fission