Junior Lyrics

I'm locked in, in album mode, daddy Ain't want nothing to do with me, but

He still called me Junior, as a kid I was A loser, probably wasn't but they made Me believe it

As a jit my life wasn't easy, had the Bald head or it was peasy, know how Hard it is

To sleep on that floor several nights That I'm up sleepy, second grade they Picked on me cause

That same blue coat that I wore Everyday, shout out diasha she the Only one stood up

For a nigga, or even tried to stand in The way, begging my momma for new Shoes she said

She ain't have it, she told me that I had To wait, so I quit basketball and got Me a

Job cause I really ain't had no time to Wait, everyday I used to question my Daddy, why

The fuck say you wish he ain't had me, I'm named after you and all, I still don't See

How you ain't happy, got my own son I ain't named after me cause I ain't Want him to be

You, got love for my stepdaddy cause He was there when you ain't come Through, was I a

Burden, the way you did me left me Constantly hurting, never got a pat on The back only

Time you did that probably when you Seen me burping, naw I don't want Y'all to feel bad

For me just want y'all to hear when I Was hurting, love isn't all real love is All evil

Fucked up that it come from your People, you know like, it be fucked up Like, you think

The love be real, and you know people Who supposed to give it to you for Real they don't

Ever, you know what I mean like, I Just, aaawww, fith grade I was Wearing cleats to school

Don't nothing get worse than this, Every shoe I had was a size too small For real ain't

None of them fit, I'm at school eating Everything cause when I get home I Don't know what I'm

Gone get, use my shirt as a blanket and Then I wake up throw it on with a fit, Ok ok ok

Ok ok ok ok ok ok, life was hard but I Ain't chose it, everything I say I wrote It, lot

Of distractions but I stay focused, gotta Keep my head on a swivel, feeling like I'm

Stuck in the middle, been like this Since I was little, mama in the Hospital, daddy

Nowhere to be found, everywhere I'm Looking around, yeah my feelings is all In the ground

Love something I don't play with, love Is something I stay with, not being in My son

Life something I'm not ok with