Forgiveness Lyrics

Ever sit on the side of your bed and just think cause you mentally lost

Where did everything go wrong

Like, how much time did this shit cost

How many dark battles niggas fought

How many more times did niggas call

Girl don't cry if it's my fault

Nighttime demons hiding on my walls

It was way past ten, four hours in watching you pretend

It's like money couldn't buy your love

Nothing was enough till the very end

Gave a chance to a broken thug

It was just time that a nigga spent

I was only asking you for trust

It was my mind that you tried to bend

I feel guilty even though I'm single

Heartstrings ripping up like they was meant to

Lost you and then I lost my mental

Cold world, no I can't be sentimental

Said forever

Ever since then I'm colder than ever

I've been freezing Something like December

I hope you remember to never say never

Hold on

Fuck love

Fuck bonds

Fuck all that shit that don't belong

Heart been cold, you hear it in my songs

Always had a feeling something's wrong

Thought our destiny's tied

You was Bonnie so I could be Clyde

Never had to put aside my pride

Always hurting cause the pain inside

Like listen

I've been stomping through puddles of pain

I've been waiting, hoping for a change

Fuck that

Shit ain't never gon' change

Fuck that, I'm just praying to maintain

And this shit do not matter

Heart been dead but it still got a kick

I'm a thug but you got me romantic

Woah, fuck it, it is what it is

Listen

Ain't no point in me trying no more

Cause all the shit a nigga did

I ain't lying no more

She ain't crying no more

There was nothing that we ever hid

But if anything you should forgive

Cause lately I'm dying to live

And I never was tryna sin

But it's us we should find again

Look, tell me a secret

My love if I died would you keep it

By my side while I'm battling demons

If you cold then I think I'm anemic

If you died then I'ma stop my breathing

Uh-huh, that's a critical loss

What's the reason

What's the reason that no one around

When a nigga's steady fucking bleeding

Ever sit on the side of your bed

And just think cause you mentally lost

Where did everything go wrong

Like, how much time did this shit cost

How many dark battles niggas fought

How many more times did nigga's call

Girl don't cry if it's my fault

Nighttime demons hiding on my walls

It was way past ten

Four hours in watching you pretend

It's like money couldn't buy your love

Nothing was enough till the very end

Give a chance to a broken thug

It was just time that a nigga spent

I was only asking you for trust

It was my mind that you tried to bend

It was my mind that you tried to..