Diary in September Lyrics

Why can't you be here to pick up the pieces

Your phone on DND

That was our agreement

You covered your mouth

I can keep a secret

You took the condom off

you got me indecently

Exposed

But you'll never know

Because of your trauma

You forgot me

Saying that you blacked out

Now I need

To take a seat for two

Holding a moment so true

But only for me

I only got me

Because you don't remember

Remember the passion in September

You don't remember

Said that you'd come back in December

It's like you hid what you wanted all this time

But why

Whyyyyyyyyy

Whyyyy

Went to the club and back

You wanted to get drunk

All day and night

Your flight seemed like it took a month

said I would stop writing these songs for you

This the last time

I'm feeling detuned

Because these notes don't sound to same

I tried to turn the page

Said I was your friend but I wanted

What I craved in you

In you

I tried to be respectful

Tried to give us closure

The point of the weekend

Was to be open

I saw your emotion

Mmmm

Shirt off your shoulder

Losing composure

Mmmm

You said I took advantage

When you didn't want it

Didn't feel the damage

Until the next morning

I couldn't sleep then

Now I defend

My actions

The reactions I just couldn't keep in

Oooo

It's a seat for two

I'm holding a moment so true

But only for me

I Only got me

Because you don't remember

The passion in September

You don't remember

Said you'd come back in December

It's like you hid what you wanted all this time

But why

Whyyyyyyyyy

Whyyyy

You asked me if your sex held weight

Now it's like you don't feel safe

Why you gotta do me this way. Why you gotta do me this way

You asked me if your sex held weight

Granted it was on the next day

Why you gotta do me this way.

Why you gotta do me this way

Oooo

It's a seat for two

I'm holding a moment so true

But only for me

I Only got me

Because you don't remember

The passion in September

You don't remember

Said you'd come back in December

It's like you hid what you wanted all this time

But why

Whyyyyyyyyy

Whyyyy

Hey BC this is your mom

And I want to follow up on that phone call we had

Son I just want to let you know

Everything that looks good to you ain't good for you

Ain't good for you

Love mom

Lets start fires and watch them burn

Burn

Lets start fires to watch them burn

Burn

Lets start fires and watch them burn

Burn

Lets start fires well take turns

Turns.

Turns.

Turns.

Turns.