Broken Lyrics

Broken

I mean I get it, I do

I'm negative, impaired mentally

Scared to death of Hennessy

Scared to death of intimacy

Scared to death of anything

The theme is I don't have a theme

It seems like everybody's mean

But even when they're loving me

I feel like I'm alone (I dream)

Of dreaming someone understands me

I'm teaming up with just my family

Holding on to what I'm feeling

Isn't wise but I do it anyway

Feeling lost is nothing new to me

Feel at fault when people leave me

They're right to turn the other way

I've been here before so I'll just say it

I'm broken

Broken

Really I get it

Why you're

Why you're scared of me

I've got a migraine from my mindstate

A lot on my plate, lost in my brain

But I just lay in

My bed trynna escape

'Cause when I'm dead, I'll have a small wake

Funeral processions will lead to learned lessons

I have a confession: I don't know what's at stake

For forty-eight hours I didn't leave my bed

Didn't think I was alive

Try as I might

I couldn't answer the voice screaming in my head

Got me thinking, Who'd find me dead?

I can't sleep alone anymore

I can't pick clothes off the floor

I can't be trusted being closed doors

I can't believe you wanted more

Because I'm broken

Broken

Maybe I don't get it

You can bet it's

Been weighing on my mind

Why have I been wasting so much time

Wasting all these tears I've cried

Searching far and wide

For a person to confide

Or a person by my side

When I wouldn't even stand by myself

Leave my heart on the shelf

Protect it while I hurt myself

Keep it safe from her

Or anyone that thinks I'm worth it

Drench my soul in gasoline

And burn it to keep me warm

Breathe in the smoke

Treat my life as a joke

And give out the warning

I'm broken

Broken

I'm broken

We need love but I refuse it

We need care but I don't use it

We need life but I misuse it

I'm in white waters with no paddle

I'm just a squatter losing a battle

Always moving on a horse with no saddle

Sent to slaughter like common cattle

It's not over for me

And I'm done wishing it was

I'm fed up with being broken

And I'm done thinking I was

I got this music in my toolkit

And the screaming is just pain spoken

Broken implies that I can't be fixed

But that's not true and I'm done being broken

Broken

Broken