Closed Chapter Lyrics

I need a moment to preach

Holding in all these emotions think it's time that I speak

Man the air been getting thicker getting harder to breathe

I'm suffocating from holding in all the shit that I seen

I got family holding grudges for some shit that they did

Both parents strung out on the pipe since I was a kid

They don't even check to see if I'm breathing

But fuck it cause giving birth to me was all that I needed

I don't need your pity

I just do my own thing

I know God walks with me

He's the only reason I ain't going insane

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

But it's too late

To late

It'll be too late

My whole family been struggling with drug addictions

Put in foster homes and separated from my siblings

But somehow they found a way to blame me

I'm just blessed that I ain't let it change me

Can you imagine how I felt

I was only like five

Moms breaking shit and screaming cause she can't get high

Hugging my brothers

All we could do was sit there and cry

Ignoring the pain but deep down I was screaming inside

I needed help

But my father wasn't there I guess he was just too focused on his self

And now that I got older I'm just tryna focus on my mental health

And the only way to do that is to close this book and put it on the shelf

Close this chapter of my life cause it's time to put that book back on the shelf

I don't need your pity

I just do my own thing

I know God walks with me

He's the only reason I ain't going insane

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone but it's too late

Too late

It'll be too late