BLUE RAIN Lyrics

Yeah

Look

I'm awakened to the sound of thunder

Lift my head up off my bed then look around and wonder

Where I am cos I've been lost for so long

I never felt more out of place than the day that me and god found eachother

So many questions went unanswered and it hurts

What's in my head I couldn't turn that into words

What's even worse you don't understand how it works

I try to explain it to you but you never wanna learn

Since a kid I been moving round

Made friends in the lost and found

Mum had done it most on her own dad was not around

Innocent as kids

But slowly introduced

My mum she used to cry cos she ain't know what else to do

And I look back at the times

And I think about the days

We used to walk in the park

You held me keeping me safe

But now its racks in the safe

And I know you're tearing apart

I don't know what to say but I love you with all my heart

We can't go back in time and live the days that I miss a lot

I'd be a millionaire with a dollar for every tissue box

I emptied out

Thinking back I'm feeling empty now

As a kid I felt I was something my mum was best without

We can't go back in time and live the days that I miss a lot

I'd be a millionaire with a dollar for every tissue box

I emptied out

Thinking back I'm feeling empty now

As a kid I felt I was something my mum was best without

I try to change but my only change is my change of mind

I take it back got the time of day any day or night

I see my brothers smiling but I know they ain't alright I'm fighting with my friends because they didn't want to stay to fight

Left alone life story

I'm fine shawty

Cos now I'm making all this money on my line, call me

I'm sick of wasting all my time if you ain't really want me why you playing with me I know you ain't love me like I love you

So I'm not fucking with love

I show love to my friends, to my girl and the drugs

But I still got a hurt a fuckin lot but all the above

So now I'm chasing paper fully baby running it up

So I'm not fucking with love

I show love to my friends, to my girl and the drugs

But I still got a hurt a fuckin lot but all the above

So now I'm chasing paper fully baby running it up

We can't go back in time and live the days that I miss a lot

I'd be a millionaire with a dollar for every tissue box

I emptied out

Thinking back I'm feeling empty now

As a kid I felt I was something my mum was best without

We can't go back in time and live the days that I miss a lot

I'd be a millionaire with a dollar for every tissue box

I emptied out

Thinking back I'm feeling empty now

As a kid I felt I was something my mum was best without

I move around on my ones and if I'm honest I don't really see a problem if I die alone

I don't trust any friends that I had

I been snaked yeah they pulled mad stunts you shouldn't try at home

Fuck a deep breath to calm down

I'm only calm now cos I breath deep when I light my dope

I can't see any real ones left there's a spliff in my mouth guaranteed when it's time to go

I don't sleep well, I'm tired bro

Flipping every gram that I could find because I was broke

'Member my first cigarette I stole the lighter tho

Now the damn scale keeps it ringing like a xylophone

And now I seen my mumma cry a thousand tears

I'm 18 but I wish I could reverse the years

Front-line sacrifice it I'm facing my fears

The view at the top is amazing watch as I take it all in

We can't go back in time and live the days that I miss a lot

I'd be a millionaire with a dollar for every tissue box

I emptied out

Thinking back I'm feeling empty now

As a kid I felt I was something my mum was best without

We can't go back in time and live the days that I miss a lot

I'd be a millionaire with a dollar for every tissue box

I emptied out

Thinking back I'm feeling empty now

As a kid I felt I was something my mum was best without