Shiny Lyrics

Oh I understand

If this is way too complicated

I get easily frustrated

And I take it out on you

I know I'm not easy

I get scared I get defensive

Probably push you to the deep end

I just wanna stay in control

I like it better when you're further away

Cause then its harder for me to cause you pain

I don't want you to see all the ugly underneath, no

I just want you to think that I'm shiny

Well I've gotten so good at

Making everybody want me

Yeah I'm pretty and I'm funny

The perfect illusion

But you

Well you stayed a little longer

Met my sister met my father

Now its harder to put up a screen

I like it better when you're further away

Cause then its harder for me to cause you pain

I don't want you to see all the ugly underneath, no

I just want you to think that I'm shiny

I never thought I had anxiety

But I try to control everything

Especially the reasons you want me

If I don't sparkle in the sunlight do you think that you still want me

Its so damn hard to believe

I like it better when you're further away

Cause then its harder for me to cause you pain

I don't want you to see all the ugly underneath, no

I just want you to think that I'm shiny

I want everyone to think I'm shiny