Futile Lyrics

I can't remember the last time I felt normal 'bout anything

Got a lot on my mind, so just let me

Just let me breathe

You gotta talk to me nicely if you want things to go your way

I don't care what you have to say if it's not good for me

Boohoo I can't figure it out at all

I had a hard try but it's futile

Lock up the books let it all go

New to me is this distant feeling oh

Ego tall, cracked ceiling though

Nevertheless I'm not for show

Bout time we start to play fair

Cause I'm sick of always pulling the shortest straw

Take control back, discharge from war

You wanna guide me, ignore your laws

Never letting you dictate who I am or who I want to be

So I'll mute your tweets and drown you out for my own sanity

Boohoo I can't figure it out at all

I had a hard try but it's futile

Lock up the books let it all go

New to me is this distant feeling oh

Ego tall, cracked ceiling though

Nevertheless I'm not for show

Boohoo I can't figure it out at all

I had a hard try but it's futile

Lock up the books let it all go

Disjunct, all my thoughts are disjunct

Never knew what I was supposed to do woah

Left alone to cry I'm always

Woah

Wish I had known more

Wish I had known more

Wish I had told someone sometime

So I look back on the past and think 'bout how it wasn't mine

It's a tough time It's a tough time

It's a tough time to think 'bout anything else

Anything else

So I say to myself

Boohoo I can't figure it out at all

I had a hard try but it's futile

Lock up the books let it all go

New to me is this distant feeling oh

Ego tall, cracked ceiling though

Nevertheless I'm not for show