Fighting My Demons Lyrics

It's not the same, she can't relate no more

Ride around the town, I pull up with it, suicidal doors

When I'm poppin' off don't say you was, like you was there before

I remember I was cryin' out but all y'all pressed ignored

Yeah, yeah

Fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons

She can't believe it, can't believe it, can't believe it

She think she dreamin', think she dreamin', think she dreamin

Wish she can see it, she can see it, she can see it

They don't see my fears

Sometimes I wish I had God right here

I'm callin' on Him, He was never near

And all my life, I wanna shed a tear

Y'all don't know the pain

Back when I was hittin' in the rain

Back before the game

Way before I had rep to my name

I was lost in ways

I didn't have nobody by my side

So I felt insane

I didn't have nobody to call on

So I played safe

Yeah, where was you before

Fell down to my knees when they told me they pulled the cord

Cryin' all my life, but y'all don't see it, y'all ignore

Someday when I'm gone, yeah, I'm gon' wish I heard that before

Yeah, yeah

Fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons, fightin' my demons

She can't believe it, can't believe it, can't believe it

She think she dreamin', think she dreamin', think she dreamin

Wish she can see it, she can see it, she can see it

They don't see my fears

Sometimes I wish I had God right here

I'm callin' on Him, He was never near

And all my life I wanna shed a tear