HER DOWNFALL Lyrics

She's stuck in survival mode from her childhood days

She lost that innocence you can't replace

And now she's a pro at hiding her pain

Suicidal with a smiling face and that little girl that she once was

Lives in her body she's holding her up

She grew up too quick she couldn't adjust

That cycle of pain really messed her up

She don't wanna go to the doctors

She don't wanna take those god dam meds

She don't wanna deal with her problems yet

Cos some of her pains just way too fresh

Traumatised from past events

Prays to god to let her start again but I don't think he hears her down here

Oh lord can you hear her down here?

She's got some habits that she needs to break

Keeps pushing the people that she loves away

She gets so distant when she's in a dark place

May Day May Day she's going down

Relapse relapse she's gonna drown

She hates herself right now she don't want you around her she's sorry

She don't wanna impress anybody because

She spent her teenage years just burying everything

Including her self-esteem and childhood memories

See, thats where her demons and devils live

Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist

She was too young and her brain was developing

Messed her up mentally

Now she's been questioning

Lost all sense of identity

She spent her teenage years just burying everything

Including her self-esteem and childhood memories

See, thats where her demons and devils live

Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist

She was too young and her brain was developing

Messed her up mentally

Now she's been questioning

Lost all sense of identity

Complicated individual

Simple things she finds difficult

Like learning to love and opening up

That girl in the mirror so pitiful

Confidence minimal

Scars on her body both mental and physical

Holding her hostage like prison walls

She just wants someone to love her and not make her feel like she invisible

She's tired

Uninspired

Feels like the fire in her soul just burnt out

The voices of doubt in her head running riot

Negative thoughts don't ever turn down

Think it all stems from fear of rejection

Didn't feel loved or accepted

Flaws were projected on her mental

Making her second guess her potential

To the point where she questions her sanity

Gradually losing her touch with reality

Walking around anxiously craving normality

She's like a star thats lost in the galaxy

Happily families that that was her fantasy

Tragically carries the baggage of mummy and daddy.

She took all the damage but now she's unraveling

Finds it hard balancing cos

She spent her teenage years just burying everything

Including her self-esteem and childhood memories

See, thats where her demons and devils live

Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist

She was too young and her brain was developing

Messed her up mentally

Now she's been questioning

Lost all sense of identity

She spent her teenage years just burying everything

Including her self-esteem and childhood memories

See, thats where her demons and devils live

Trauma so dark it would shock any therapist

She was too young and her brain was developing

Messed her up mentally

Now she's been questioning

Lost all sense of identity

Sticks and stones might break her bones but name calling could of killed her

She was young and frail then the words you said they built her

Now she's stuck behind those filters insecure of her appearance

I got a feeling so many souls were just broken since children