help Lyrics

I hope you know I mean the best

I just can't shake these demons in my head

Open up try to talk try to talk

But it seems like he's got me by the tongue

Keep it on the right track

Yelling it in my head

Don't wanna hurt no more

I wanna have my life back

What makes me so special

That ill never fucking do it again

How many times can I break this lie

That I tell myself just one more time

I'm a slave to myself relapse again

My god make this stop

I just can't take it

Maybe if i crashed my car and flew through the windshield

Would that be enough

Would you come for me

Would you end this

Maybe if i drank myself to sleep one more time

Would you pull the plug

Would you come for me

Would you end this misery

I just wanna be enough for myself

And stop comparing myself to everyone else

And it's all my fault

I don't really want this

I don't really need this

I hope I really mean it

Don't wanna be a failure

To my family name

I hate the way they look at me

With disgust on their face

Like we're nothing the same

I'm a slave to myself relapse again

My god make this stop

I just can't take it

Maybe if i crashed my car and flew through the windshield

Would that be enough

Would you come for me

Would you end this

Maybe if i drank myself to sleep one more time

Would you pull the plug

Would you come for me

Would you end this misery