Remote Control Lyrics

Don't feel like me

I turn to weed

I live on beat

Can't you see me

Be the way it go

On hold, the chains I see

Too much to let it go

It's all the same to me

See the way it roll

Off the chain I be

Comin' back for more

I'm my own enemy

Great, slipping again

I don't know where to go

Hate creeping up in, for my soul

I dole it evermore

Replay all of my sin

I'm so low

Never show

Waste, what I'm akin

In my head I'm already dead

Smoke, all I can breathe

That relief decreasing

What am I missing?

Choke on what I see

In the mirror looking twisted

Knowing I'm addicted

No looking to me

I know I'm not worth it

Like I deserve it

Oss, give me some peace

When I want to end it quickly

Know they're gonna miss me

And I'm getting sick of the routine thoughts

Making me lesser, making me lost

Beating my drum like it's letting me cross this gap like a river, don't care what it costs

Yeah, life is a B

Only that way when I'm letting it be

It's stinging me like it's a bee

So I gotta leave that in the back seat

Feel it under me

Or is it on top of me

I can't see

But I feel this heavy weight on all of me

Think I'm bout to be

On the ropes or lost at sea

Don't even mean a thing

Cause I still don't feel like me

Sometime it's better lost

Don't think you've got it all

Can't stay in a dream

If ya don't wake up to pee

Don't wake me up to pee

It ain't my time to go

I've been the one you want

I've been the one I loathe

We can be both

Throw it

Throw it up mane

This who I be

Give it up

Give ya body love

Too weak like a stick man

I been that

And I really feel crushed like tin can

I relent and I resent that

Always in a slump with a big plan

Misery holding me

Wish it were folding me

Am I climbing "up" in the quicksand? Yes

But I can't see it

So I never leave it

Loathing, its holding me close

Even if it's cold embraces

Always gonna chase it

Thinking I'm reflecting as a ghost?

The mirror it shows me complacency

Skull is a vacancy

Living like I'm hollow in the plastic

Like I'm using that type tip on the dome when I blast it

Surely too much to embrace it again

I wanna live, never face it again

No one hating me like I hate myself

Anybody loving, and I really can't tell

Taking all the damage, they ain't ringing that bell

Avoiding all the people like I'm thinking I smell

Send me beyond

Oceans I take 'em and turn 'em to ponds

Life is a drum and I'm smashing a gong

Weak: not my intent

Concern: not my god