Picture Lyrics

Lover could you take my picture

To see If I'm still here?

Feel you slipping through my fingers

I've become transparent as my fears

I'm a good kid

I'm a bad kid

I don't know dad,

I just wasn't thinking

I don't even have no reason

I just did that shit I was feeling so..

I don't know,

Lost and confused and out of control

Back to the wall left out in the cold

Like nobody knows me knows

What's going on up inside my head

Daily wishing that I was…

Wishing I was Content instead

Constant anger with hints of dread

Lost myself and I can't go back

Need your help but I just can't ask

I'm so tired of letting down

The only ones that I care about

I'm so sorry you're scared right now

Not quite sure of my whereabouts

Where I'm going or where I've been

Can't have this conversation again

Cause it goes the same every single time

Got your opinions and I've got mine

I've got a void inside my soul

I don't think That I can be whole

I'm not sure what I supposed to do

Not quite sure what I mean to you

I'm so glad that I earned your trust

I wish that could equate to love

Don't ask why I won't let you In

You want truth and I'm lying again

You can't see it, I blend right in

Still a snake when I shed my skin

I'm a good kid

I'm a bad kid

I don't know mom I'

Just feel so empty

I know there's a good man in me

But he's sick and he's dying swiftly

Nothings ever enough

I buy an ounce and I roll it all up

Gone in a day and I dont feel a buzz

I hate who I am and I miss who I was

Sometimes I can barely remember

How I got myself through the winter

When the world brought the rain down on me

Crushed in between its pincers

Crushed by the weight of conscious

Head hurts and I feel so nautious

Attitude so fucking toxic

You can miss me with all that nonsense

I've been gone for the moment

Here's my heart god I hope you can hold it

It's in bad shape, I know it

the last one squeezed it until it was broken

It never works out

But here's hoping

I've got to go to work now

See you in the morning

If you're still here

If I come home

There's someone in my blood

That I don't know