SOBRIETY Lyrics

Used to smoke like four blunts, every motherfuckin' day

Was the closest I could get to suicide like anyway

Who the fuck would give a fuck, I knew I wouldn't say

Guilt was droopin' down my skin, rippin' spliffs in any way

From the bongs to the dabs, shit was up for grabs

Couldn't trap to save my life, smoked up my own supply

Pandemic money went straight to the shrooms, LSD and the weed

Hennessy, D'Usse, backwoods, ecstasy

Can't tell me shit, made a force of habit, from the high to get high

Disillusioned from the Dream, kissed my own ass goodbye

Pain escape my body, like addiction to coffee

Ideations too graphic, let the drugs kill me softly

A nigga has anxiety, almost ended life shortly,

Thought it was a heart attack, panic more broadly

Life flashed before my eyes, thought more strongly

About the ways in which, I lived so falsely

Discharged from the hospital, weed addiction too probable

Couldn't smoke no more, no dispensaries or stores

Had some money troubles, panhandled, crowdfunded

A nigga was jobless, desperate feelin' wretched

stressed to the point of relapsing into panic

Again shit was tragic, blood pressure volcanic,

shit, goddamn it, cut out the weed, drink, since last year

Dad was a drunk, brought up some fears that I'd be just like him

I remember he was drunk, and I been wanted to fight him, hope a hollow tip indicts him

And that's just one reason why a nigga don't like him

I became the nigga that he wasn't, out-psyched him

Shit, if you was me, you dead would've sniped him

Skip states, flip faiths and completely wipe them

Paraphernalia gone, used to have mad lighters stashed up in my drawer

A few months in, wasn't smokin' anymore

Wanna learn how to swim, wanna reach above the rim,

Aim for the moon like Pop Smoke, not all skinfolk kinfolk, not woke

Alotta mothafuckas laughin' like they really got jokes

Addiction is not a disease, like you could spot those

Culmination of affliction from the system showin' symptoms

You could be the most ignorant, have the most wisdom

But the world still a prison, every nigga is a victim

Blunted, drunk as fuck, preexisting conditions

On everything, a nigga been lifted

On everything, a nigga really did shit

On everything, a nigga really lived it