jaded (slowed) Lyrics

I just watch

The leaves fall

And everyone crowding round my body after I freefall

I don't want to be the only person you gon' grieve for

I can't really make you the blame because it seems all

Life has been given a chance

I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance

Because it seems that I fucked it up all over again

I just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend

I know that this is the end

Turn the tv off

I don't wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more

Fuck the alcohol

I can give all this venting a try, but after that I wont fight, no more

I've been leaving my camera on me while I prepare

Watch me drive into insanity and pure despair

I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear

I couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room

I never knew where to go until I found you

I'm gonna break soon

Watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why

I couldn't ever end it on bad terms

We straight like a bad perm

But you never answer

Your phone I guess

That's signal

Or you're ignoring all my missed calls

I just watch

The leaves fall

And everyone crowding round my body after I freefall

I don't want to be the only person you gon' grieve for

I can't really make you the blame because it seems all

Life has been given a chance

I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance

Because it seems that I fucked it up all over again

I just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend

I know that this is the end