scars Lyrics

Cuts on my back and now I'm just vacant

Showed you to all my friends

Now they're gone and I wanna be dead

Getting out of bed past 7

Park my car under the stairwell

Chillin in the backseat listening to 9tails

Don't know what I did last night

Got scars on my arm all I know how to do is cry

And I'm blinded

Eyes are bloodshot and beaten

From crying

Moving too fast at a dead-end

I wonder if you miss me

Told you we would talk but I don't owe you a damn thing

I recall the night so clearly

I guess that this doesn't surprise me

I wonder if you miss me

Told you we would talk but I don't owe you a damn thing

I recall the night so clearly

I guess that this doesn't surprise me

Pulled up in my white tee

Know that you don't like me

Blood is swirling down the drain

I know this isn't healthy

Staring in grain through my window

If I left this earth, wonder where I'd go

Can't sleep at night with you in my head

Lie awake in my bed

Going through memories of the places we've been

And the things that you said

Wide awake and you're on my mind

I can't go cause I'm wasting time again

Losing sleep, cleaning shirts with bleach

Cause I painted them red

I wonder if you miss me

Told you we would talk but I don't owe you a damn thing

I recall the night so clearly

I guess that this doesn't surprise me

I wonder if you miss me

Told you we would talk but I don't owe you a damn thing

I recall the night so clearly

I guess that this doesn't surprise me

Pulled up in my white tee

Know that you don't like me

Blood is swirling down the drain

I know this isn't healthy

Staring in grain through my window

If I left this earth, wonder where I'd go

Tearing me down like again and again

And I contemplate if I'd be better off dead

Walking through pages, this smile I'm masking

The years that go by, wonder if I'll be asking

Where are you now?

Where are you now?

I miss the taste of your lips and your sound

I can't stop my heart from beating so loud

You told me you loved me then you tore my down

You tore me down in the back of the deep end

Pull my head under it's where I will keep it

Don't regret all our time and our secrets

Retreating alone in my daybed