Numb Inside My Head ft. iHeartMidnight Lyrics

She crashed my car into a ditch

She crashed my car into a ditch, what a bitch,

Trying hard not to get pissed, I need a kiss

Broke my heart, it can't be fixed, it don't exist

Sold my soul for you, I wish shit wasn't like this

Don't think I'll ever love again

I'm running out of memories, it's numb inside my head

It's something in your energy that won't let me forget

I'm thinking what you said to me ain't even what you meant

I remember when you bled for me, now tears won't even shed

I'm on the edge, I go back to where I saw you last, but you a ghost

See you sitting on that bench, it don't make sense

I just wish that I could call you, I miss your voice the most

Took my heart and took my clothes

Left my chest open, exposed

Ditch my feelings, there they go

Hoping it was worth it though, left a curse inside my dome

Still wishing you might come home, still wishing you'd let me know

When you start feeling so alone

If I had that at least I'd get some peace of mind

Don't know how I can be so blind

Were you ever even really by my side?

Girl what happened to for life?

Figured that wasn't a lie

Know I hate saying goodbye, so I hope this the last time

I'm running out of memories, it's numb inside my head

It's something in your energy that won't let me forget

I'm thinking what you said to me ain't even what you meant

I remember when you bled for me, now tears won't even shed

I'm on the edge, I go back to where I saw you last, but you a ghost

See you sitting on that bench, it don't make sense

I just wish that I could call you, I miss your voice the most

Yeah I miss your voice the most

The calls they used to ring, but now there's buzzing on the phone

With all the pain that stings, I know I must be on the road

I wanna sleep, I wanna breathe, but my heart's in my throat

Waiting for you to reply when I text, but you don't

We fill our cups and light our blunts

Cause we don't know how else to cope

Be still our love and fight for once

Cause we don't know hell where we roam

I don't wanna lie, my Angel

But if you look into my eyes, it's painful

And you're a danger

My heart is full of grief, it's full of anger

God I love you, why the fuck you have to take her?

Might as well dig my own grave and meet my maker

Better on my own cause I'm an isolator

Now I'm drowning cause it feels like I'm held down by an anchor

I'm running out of memories, it's numb inside my head

It's something in your energy that won't let me forget

I'm thinking what you said to me ain't even what you meant

I remember when you bled for me, now tears won't even shed

I'm on the edge, I go back to where I saw you last, but you a ghost

See you sitting on that bench, it don't make sense

I just wish that I could call you, I miss your voice the most